My B-day Party & Skully news

Thanks to my AWESOME friends...I had a great birthday party this past weekend!! My party was outta control (as usual) and we partied all night long ....had *SO* much damn fun!!
If you're a member of my site, I'm sure you were watching my spy cams and noticed that I had a house full of friends all weekend....some came in from outta town and stayed all weekend.....I feel special and I miss them already. COME BACK!!!

Skully (my dog) had his surgery a few days ago He has these big lumps around his mouth & on his eye. They seem to be spreading fairly quick. They didn't remove the lumps.....just incase they're cancerous....they did not want it to spread even more. Instead they just biopsied them......well, the results came in yesterday and its not good. He has cancer and apparently it seems to be spreading quick. They give him about 6 months to live. Imagine how I felt hearing that.....on top of just loosing my other dog about a month ago. I understand they're old (but not that old) & they're siblings but.... how crazy is this timing?! Sigh....

So, they mentioned chemo to me but did not recommend it. They said with his type of cancer at most, chemo will put him in remission for only about 6 months. They also said at his age they doubt that he could even handle the chemo and it will probably make him so ill. The other option they gave me was pain meds...injections. He will get weekly injections so that he never feels any pain... and let him live until its his time. This is all *SO* upsetting to me. Right now he seems fine...happy....so I guess my goal is to try and keep myself together....give him lotsa love and keep him happy as hell until its his time.

Anyhoo....have a great weekend everyone and "members" don't forget to check the schedule for tonights show. Also....I am scheduling our next "Quarters" game/show for next week....betta brush up on your skills!

R.I.P Zeus

On Monday July 20th, I lost my baby, my bestest friend....my dog Zeus. Words can't even describe how much heart ache and pain I have been in....I was so close to him. I was not fully prepared for this...but then again, can you ever really prepare yourself for death?

Zeus was a very special dog....one of a kind, with an amazing spirit. My little buddy....he was always so happy & hyper....he had so much personality and was *SO* loyal to me.

He was 6 weeks old when I got him and his brother Skully, and he was just shy of 11yrs old when he passed. I am so devastated by this, I feel like there is a huge hole in my heart. That dog has been with me through many ups and downs in my life. When I was sad he knew it...he would give me a ton of kisses, bump/push me with his nose, bring me toys....he would not stop until he made me smile. Its very tough...nothings the same without him here...it all just sucks so bad.

About 4 months ago Zeus & Skully were running down the steps like maniacs....Zeus slipped and fell down a few steps. This all just inflamed his arthritis to where he needed weekly injections to ease the pain. A month after his whole demeanor changed completely. Everything he did was at half speed, drooled alot, ate and drink as if he was drugged. The meds he was on wouldn't have had this affect ......My vets and I believe he had a stroke. So since then Zeus has been in the vet almost weekly taking tests to find out what we could do for him. Even though he was at half speed, he fought it and put on a happy face and wagged his tail the entire time....he refuse to show me that he was in any pain. On Monday morning July 20th....we believe Zeus had another stroke and/or heart attack.



I miss him *SO* much....I can't seem to shake my sadness. Mornings and nights are the worst for me....I cant really wake up or go to bed without crying....everything's so different. But I know this is how it goes...I know I hafta mourn. I know our animals have a short life span and I know eventually this pain will ease and I will have only happy memories. Its just hard to see all that through this thick cloud right now. I am so grateful that I had the luxury of spending his entire life with him....if feel very blessed for that. ...and I am at ease knowing that baby is not in pain anymore.



If you're a member of my site and have watched my VBlogs (Video blogs), then you know that right before Zeus's death, I have also been dealing with some other personal issues in my life. When it rains, it pours....ugh all this shit is just way to heavy for me. So I'm just trying to take everything one day at a time and piece my head back together. My mom had also been here all week...as soon as she heard the bad news about Zeus she flew in. She knows how much he meant to me...my whole family and all my friends who knew Zeus, are all upset. I miss him and his intoxicating happy spirit.

I have been putting most of my focus on Skully as well. He too is mourning and its so upsetting to watch. Right after his brother passed, he kept going to the spot where he died and sitting in it, sniffing it. He wouldn't eat, would not get out of bed in the morning, just really mopey.
So I took him to the vet and got him on some anti-depressants. I've also been taking him to the dog park daily to play with other dogs....this all seems to be lifting his spirits, which makes me smile.



I do want to say thank you, to all of you who have reached out to me about Zeus. When I finally turned on my computer and saw all the emails, FB comments, twitter replies, etc....I was shocked... I'm so grateful. Please know that I read all of them and your support really means alot to me...so a huge thank you.

Thats it for now....sorry for this blah blog post....just not a happy Lex right now. I'll come around....at my own pace.
Hope you all have a great week. xoxox

Ha Ha!!!

The video below just cracks me up....so friggin cute!!!!!!!
This is what the owner wrote:
I assure you that my dog is NOT sick and I didn't do anything to him. Redbull simply wants a biscuit. He makes weird noises sometimes when he wants something.

My Dog luvs Lipstick

Look at my retarded dog....lol  Zeus goes nuts for lipstick, he always has.  He loves when I put lipstick on his mouth and then he sits there and licks it off. I can't tell you how many times the little bugger has gone into my makeup case and chewed up a bunch of my expensive glosses.  So, when I was at Target yesterday, I decided to pick him up his own tube of lipstick...which made him very happy...and ya gotta admit, he looks so cute....lmao!

I have received such great feedback on the latest video I posted of Idelsy and I (Flirty)....I told you it was sexxxay... ;)  I am glad you all enjoyed it!!

This past weekend Al and I went to Miami to spend time with some friends that we haven't seen in a while.....they had an Italian dinner party and it was DELICIOUS!

Everything was Italian (even the wine), all fresh and cooked from scratch....it was a great time but I was so full when we left...ugh

Sunday I pretty much relaxed the entire day...I think I only moved from the couch like twice...lol  I caught up on my Smallville episodes that I had DVR'd, watched a couple of great movies that I have not seen in a long time (Reality Bites & 9 1/2 weeks) and then watched the season premiere of Big Love, which I have been waiting for...and it looks as if its going to be a good season!

Now I'm off to run some errands and then I have a bunch of editing to finish up....enjoy your day xoxo