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Happy St. Patty's Day

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 23:32:00 +0000

Happy St Patty's Day Everyone!!!!!
I shot a fetish scene with my gf Ava Addams the other week :) Can't wait to see the piccys of us week....I love shooting with my sexy gf's....really I'm a lucky girl...he he ;) Members...stay tuned for the content its HOTTTT

Then I went up to Daytona Beach with my bf & a bunch of friends for Bike week. I had an absolute blast...partied like crazy and picked up lots of hot chickys :))) Only downfall was the weather...it was 40 degrees!!! Thats freezin for Florida!

I went to see Alice in Wonderland last week with friends!!! I loved it :) If you go....do what we did...see it at an IMAX theatre in 3D...it kicks ass! I personally would be very happy if I lived in wonderland ha haa

Then I headed to NY to visit my family and friends. It was a great trip...its always great when I go home to visit. Love them all so so much. Again...the only downfall was the weather...it was horrible..rainiy and cold the whole time and now that Im home....I have a bad cold and cough from it...blah So I will be doing my live show tomorrow with a box of tissues...lol See youse then xoxox

Hello :)

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Tue, 02 Mar 2010 02:16:00 +0000

I had an awesome weekend...hope you all did as well. I celebrated a bachelor party and a birthday bash this weekend...two days of none stop partying. I had a blast but I am still SO exhausted from it...blah. I've had my fill of vodka-redbulls for a while...ugh I took a long nap today and now I'm ready to go back to bed again..lol

The weather in Florida has been so refreshing for the past 2 weeks!! Everyone I know has been complaining that its so cold here but not me....I love it! Its been in the 50's which is odd for FL this time of year but again...its so refreshing :)

Tomorrow I am shooting all day for my site and I will also be shooting with my gf Ava Addams! Can't wait...its been a while since her and I have shot together ;) Then I will be out of town for the rest of the week.... I'll resume my live shows when I get back. I will be posting a new gallery before I take off....I hope youse like it...its def one of my favs!!!

Also....thanks for the awesome feedback from the latest video I posted of my gf Idelsy and I....with a big bowl of honey. So sweet and naughty....wasn't it....he he

Have a great week ....I'm going to take a hot shower, hop in bed and catch up on my DVR of Big Love.

I heart John Mayer

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 16:29:00 +0000

I hope you boys enjoyed your Superbowl sunday ;) I was out with a bunch of friends and it was insane....the streets were packed with screaming fans...lol
I had a good week....worked, went to an art fair, went to a drag show w/ my nutty gf's......but the best day of my week was when I went to the John Mayer concert!!
Someone very special surprised me with tickets....ugh I was so damn excited!! I love his music....it was a great concert and it was packed!John Mayer's really talented & I loved how him and his band took breaks during the songs to just jam out. I really enjoy hearing talented musicans just jams out with each other....they get so into it and it sounds awesome. So it was a great time!

I will see you all in my live shows this wee and dont forget to check out my auctions....they are ending soon! - Click Here!

Have a great weekend

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Sat, 23 Jan 2010 19:48:00 +0000

I hope you all had a great week....mines been good...busy but good. I'm going to be adding some new content to the Bonus section of my members area. More quality sites and hardcore content.....I was checking it out the other day....its all so dirty and hot as hell...you boys are gonna to love it! Plus the content is going to be available in Blu Ray as well! Stay tuned :)

On another note.....my girlfriend Christi came in town this week :) I haven't seen her in a while so it was nice to catch-up and go out with all the girls :) She left on Thursday ....and I miss her already....wah :(

Anyhoo.....I just posted a new video for you members yesterday (Garters) and I have already been getting great feedback from it......awesome!!! So glad youse are enjoying it! If you are not already a members of my site then Click Here to join now....don't miss my current join special!!!

Also you can check out my latest Auctions here - AbiBids and have a fab weekend xoxoxo

Cruise was a Blast!!

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Sat, 16 Jan 2010 20:29:00 +0000

Happy New Year....I hope 2010 is a better year than 2009 was....for everyone! I started off my year right.....I just got back from an amazing 8 day cruise w/ my partner in crime.. This was definatly one of the best vacations I have been on...we had an absolute blast. The cruise went to San Juan, St Thomas, Antigua, Tortola & the Bahamas.

The ship was cool....we partied like crazy and met so many great people...by the forth day we knew most of the staff and passengers on the boat....lol....good times! Visiting all these places and doing the wild excursions...was awesome! I got to swim with Dolphins!!!!!! I literally was in a lagoon swimming around and underwater with them...it was crazy...then I got to rub, they put on a show and got to ride them. I was on cloud 9 the whole time :)

We also zip-lined in Antigua....350ft in the air..across the rain forest. It was insane!! I almost chickened out cause I am scared of heights....but I got peer pressured into doing it and I'm glad I did, great experience.

I loved St Thomas....everything was so beautiful there! I was up early enough to see the sunrise from the boat.... as we were approcahing St Thomas.....so geogous!

Writing this blog makes me wanna be back on the cruise :( lol
Have a great weekend everyone!!!

P.S. Don't forget to take advantage of my New Year Special that is going on right now!!! Click Here for details.

xoxo Have a great weekend everyone!.

Happy New Year!

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 04:52:00 +0000

I hope everyone had a great Christmas!! I went home to NY and spent Christmas with my family which was wonderful. Santa got me lots of presents and so did many of you members....thank you!! Although I love spending time with my family...I'm happy to be back in Florida...I've had my fill of cold weather for this year...lol

Monday was my LuvBug (Lisa's) birthday!!! My princess wanted a stretched limo with her closest friends...dinner and a strip club. Can't argue that....lol...was a good time!

I hope you all have a very happy and safe New Years Eve.....and I wish everyone the best in 2010. I'm hoping this year will be better than the last! xoxoxo

My Christmas Party

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Fri, 18 Dec 2009 19:26:00 +0000

I had my annual Christmas party last weekend and it was an absolute blast!! Really....it was insane....probably one of the best party's I've ever had! We rallyed hard and at one point there was even a DJ in my house...that was fun lol

Santa even came to visit..ha ha It was a great time had by all...wish we were doing it again this weekend. I've got lots of naughty pix from that party that I will post for you members next week...stay tuned!

Xmas is almost here!!!!!! So excited :))))) I've already received some awesome gives from fans....I love it....thank you so so much ;)

This weekend I must finish my Xmas shopping...that's my goal!

Catching up....

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Tue, 08 Dec 2009 03:44:00 +0000

Been a while since my last blog....my bad. Though if you're a member of my site.. then I have kept you pretty much up to date with my VBlogs (video blog).
My Thanksgiving was good...my mom came down to visit for a few days. Then I spent my Turkey day with my momma, my gf and a few other family members.

Anyhoo....I had a blast when DJ was in town. Glad you all enjoyed our show together...it has been a while since we did one together...over a year :(

I took DJ on the bike trails with me....she was a little nervous at first but she rode like a champ! The trials that I go on are pretty sick...so she did great and even made it up a level by the end of the ride. That night we met up with Sapphira at my favorite bar and partied :) It was a good time....we got silly drunk and laughed our asses off all night :) Girls weekend was fab!

Last week I went downtown with friends to this big Christmas event. I loved it...but then again I'm a Xmas junky so anything that has to do with Xmas has me smiling. The streets were packed with people, they had fake snowing falling, people singing Xmas songs, food, drinks...it was a good time.

Speaking of Christmas....I can't believe its here in about 2 weeks....I feel like it snuck up on me this year...I just got my tree up last week! That's a big fat fail for me...usually I start going nuts with decorating before Thanksgiving...lol

This past weekend I went to a couple charity events. Saturday night's event was held by a friend & was to raise money for the Joe DiMaggio's Children's Hospital. Then on Sunday I went to the Toys for Tots motorcycle run which was a great time as well. Both events are Christmas related....everyone who attends must bring a toy for the kids.

Anyhoo...that's it for now. Got a bunch to do this week and a few shoots....I actually shoot a really cool fetish scene yesterday. Once I get all the content I will post it for you members :)

Enjoy your week xoxo

Lexi & DJ Live!!

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 17:13:00 +0000

Catching up

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:18:00 +0000

I have some catching up to do on my blog....so my Halloween was fun. I was in Orlando because my gf DJ had a party. I was Cat woman for halloween...DJ was Candy Corn girl and Janessa was a naughty school girl....he he Things got a bit naughty that night...as usual.. ha ha Gotta proceed with caution when you serve alcohol to a bunch of horny chicks....lol I've got a bunch of candid piccys from that night..... I will be posting in my site this week so stay tuned for that ;)

This week I've got lots of work to do for my site and next week I have a few shoots scheduled and then I also have some girlfriends coming in town to visit....so its gonna be a busy week but a good one. One of the shoots I have is Underwater... it has been almost 2 years since I have shot any underwater content so I am really excited about that!!

This past weekend I went with my LuvBug Lisa to see A Christmas Carole in 3D at the IMAX theatre.......it was awesome!!! 3D rocks...I wish ever movie made was in 3D. Now since I saw the movie I'm all excited for the holidays. I love Xmas time...seriously it consumes me! It's my absolute favorite holiday ever and I get so cheesy this time of year...lol

On another note....I also tried something new this weekend.....well sorta tried. LuvBug and I were invited out to lunch for some Dim Sum. Neither one of us has ever had it....and now that we have...I dont think we will ever try it again...lol I didnt like it at all. I didn't like the texture of the food or the taste.....and some of it was so absolutly gross to me. Like the video above....is of LuvBug taking the dare to try webbed chicken feet....ugh discusting!!!! Needless to say lunch that day was an experience...lol Enjoy the little video clip...its funny....eewww
That's it for now....enjoy your week everyone and members look for a new VBlog this week as well xoxo

Back From Tampa

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:04:00 +0000

This past week I was in Tampa for both work and pleasure. I got together with some great friends that I haven't seen in a while...I wish all my friends lived right next door to me. Idelsy was also in Tampa at the same time...so we all stayed at Janessa's house and had such an awesome time! I was SO sad when it was time for me to leave :'( Members stay tuned for the shoot us girls did...we had so much fun with each other *evil grin* Oh and....DJ was suppose to be there as well but she was unable to make it at the last minute :( **wahhh...still stomping my feet**

On Friday Janessa and I appeared on Sirius Radio for the Bubba Love Spounge show. I had a blast....good fun people in that studio! I hope to go back :) Friday night was an even better time (wink*wink) It was an insanly dirty night but yet so well behaved.....lol All mixed w/ technology and real time...lmao.... but one of those crazy nights you remember! *I'm pretty sure Janessa and others are having a good chuckle at my innuendo's right now * tee he hee* Heart Youse!

When I got home Saturday night from Tampa....I was so damn tired but my luvbug Lisa and Ava were itching to go out and were not allowing me any sleep. So we went and ended up getting VIP again....really, bad things go on when we end up in that section...ha ha. Was a good time.

Enjoy your week everyone and have a live show tonight so if you are not already a member of my site CLICK HERE to join now!.

Sirius Radio & more...

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 17:38:00 +0000

I went Pumpkin Picking :) I'm a sucka for the holiday season....I love it. Just wait till Christmas comes around....I go nuts! So me, Ava Addams and Renna Ryann's thought it would be fun to spend the day together and film it for members of our site. We did lunch, pumpkin picking, pumpkin decorating....and filmed it all....I must say we were quite entertaining....ha ha We went a little nuts on the pumpkin....we bought so many...lol I will have that video posted in my site this week!

My week and weekend was busy...mixed with work, house work, pleasure, friends, laughs and lovin.

Friday night I went out with a few of my girlfriends...we were invited to an event and had VIP. It ended up being a realllllly great night!

I have now learned that vodka does crazy things to us girls...things that good girls shouldn't do...lmao
We left the club around 3am...went back to my house and lets just say....it was round 2 with a bonus cherry on top. Something was a first for me *evil grin*

So this weekend was also "The Sweetest Day" holiday. I have never heard of this before but my LuvBug Lisa celebrates it and told me all about it. It's basically a holiday just to annoy men...lol Its a mini Valentine's day...it started in Michigan just because woman love to love.....and most men resemble the tinman at times. So LuvBug and I decided to celebrate it together.....and I must say we had a wonderful date. Dinner, movie, shopping, love and snuggling....it was perfect :)

This week I'm heading to Tampa to spend some time with DJ, Janessa Brazil and Idelsy.....we'll be at Janessa's house and all of us girls will be shooting together as well.....I seriously can't wait!!!!! No seriously....I can't wait!
Plus....I am also going to be on Sirius Radio - Bubba the Love Sponge show w/ Janessa on Friday morning. So don't forget to Tune in....should be lots of fun!!!!

I have a live show tonight so if you are not already a member of my site CLICK HERE to join now!

Columbus Day Regatta

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 20:50:00 +0000

The Columbus Day Regatta in Miami was fun as hell!!! It's pretty much like an all day party, out in the water....on boats and floats. Tons of naked chicks, just chaos all around :)

There were so many boats out there...it was insane how many people go to this event. Once you get out there you just sorta make friends with everyone ....and then you tie your boat up to theres.....we were tied up to 4 other boats with fun people on them. Lots of laughs, ice cold Corona's and we had two grills going with yummy steaks cooking.

Most people that go to this event get there Friday night and stay out there till Sunday evening :o I don't know how they do it....I was wiped by the end of the day! Partying out in the sun takes alot out of you....and the fact that I am hyper as hell.... so I didn't sit still all day...in and out of the water....running around...just being my normal self x's 10.

Ohhhh I went Kayaking for the first time!!! It was SO much fun! One of the guys had it and showed me how to use it. I really really loved it and crazy me did like an hour workout mid after-noon...lmao. I swear I was so sore for two days after...I need to get myself one of those!

So it was a good day :) I hope you all had a fab Columbus day and day-off of work too ;)

Lessons...

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 14:07:00 +0000

- I've learned that uncertainty is caused by a lack of knowledge. Hesitation is the product of fear.
- I've learned that people deserve a second chance, but not a third.
- I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
- I've learned that no matter how much I care some people just don't care back.
- I've learned that Time heals all wounds… regardless of how you feel right now
- I've learned that Chance is a gift, so act on chance when given the opportunity.
- I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
- I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
- I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but whom you have in your life that counts.
- I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
- I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
- I've learned that your actions now create memories you will reminisce and talk about in your elder years.
- I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
- I've learned that if you never act, you will never know for sure
- I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
- I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
- I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
- I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
- I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
- I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And, just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
- I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
- I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt, and you will hurt in the process.
- I've learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.
- I've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
- I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you can’t.
- I've learned that Love has nothing to do with looks, but everything to do with time, trust, and interest.

Free Vid

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 15:27:00 +0000

I love me some DJ :p

If you are not already a member of my site then CLICK HERE to Join Now and watch this Full XXX Video!

Update :)

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 14:24:00 +0000

Hello Luvs! I hope you are all having a great week so far. Mine has been alot better than last weeks, when I had the flu....which I caught from one of my gf's...ggrrr It totally sucked, I had a 101.3 fever for like 48hrs straight...blah I hate fevers, they are the worst and because I was sick I had to cancel my work trip to Tampa...so that blew even more :( This week I am feeling much better...I just have a little cold left.

Since I had been couped up in my house all last week....some of my girlfriends and I decided we should all have a mid-week dinner party. It was great....I love girls nite! We all had some drinks, cooked, ate and chatted for hours. Then my little luvbug Lisa slept ova as well. Great nite... I heart my girls to pieces!

I also got some new ink the other day....something I have been wanting for the past few months. Its a butterfly with the words "Alis Volat Propriis"....means "She flies with her own wings". I have some shit going on in my life at this moment and for this past year....a time to remember and learn from...so it fits and I love the way it came out!

That's it for now.....I will see you all tonight in my live show! if you are not already a member then CLICK HERE to Join Now! xoxoxo

Labor Day Weekend

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 13:06:00 +0000

I hope you all had a great Labor Day and a fun filled 3 day weekend!! Before the weekend hit, I met up with my gf Ava Addams, who just moved back to FL from California...YAYYYY! We spent the day in Southbeach....our original plans were to lay on the beach all day....but the weather was kinda crappy and the sun was hiding :( So instead we spent the day at Wet Willies and had an absolute blast! Those slushy drinks are dangerous!!! ha ha

Sooooo.....I had lots and lots of fun this weekend!!! I literally was non-stop and I am so exhausted from it! I had plans with a bunch of friends Friday and Saturday and then a BBQ on Sunday. The whole weekend was great....I heart my friends to pieces :)

Yesterday I was invited to a beach party and also another BBQ but I didn't go...I don't think my body coulda handled any more Corona's...lol Instead I spent the day catching up on some work, cleaning my house, doing my lawn, went biking, food shopping and ran some errands. I've got a busy week ahead of me and I'm shooting for my site and store as well. I have a live show today.....if you are not already a member then CLICK HERE to Join Now!

I got alot of GREAT feedback on my latest video posted...."Your Lucky Day".....and I am so glad youse are enjoying it. How can ya not like a double bj from me and DJ...ha haaaaaa.

Also....less than 2 weeks left of my latest auction....CLICK HERE to bid! More auctions to come soon.

That's it for now......have a great week xoxoxo

Riding the Bull

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 15:58:00 +0000

I rode the bull and I think I did a damn good job at it...lol :p

My B-day Party & Skully news

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 14:54:00 +0000

Thanks to my AWESOME friends...I had a great birthday party this past weekend!! My party was outta control (as usual) and we partied all night long ....had *SO* much damn fun!!
If you're a member of my site, I'm sure you were watching my spy cams and noticed that I had a house full of friends all weekend....some came in from outta town and stayed all weekend.....I feel special and I miss them already. COME BACK!!!

Skully (my dog) had his surgery a few days ago He has these big lumps around his mouth & on his eye. They seem to be spreading fairly quick. They didn't remove the lumps.....just incase they're cancerous....they did not want it to spread even more. Instead they just biopsied them......well, the results came in yesterday and its not good. He has cancer and apparently it seems to be spreading quick. They give him about 6 months to live. Imagine how I felt hearing that.....on top of just loosing my other dog about a month ago. I understand they're old (but not that old) & they're siblings but.... how crazy is this timing?! Sigh....

So, they mentioned chemo to me but did not recommend it. They said with his type of cancer at most, chemo will put him in remission for only about 6 months. They also said at his age they doubt that he could even handle the chemo and it will probably make him so ill. The other option they gave me was pain meds...injections. He will get weekly injections so that he never feels any pain... and let him live until its his time. This is all *SO* upsetting to me. Right now he seems fine...happy....so I guess my goal is to try and keep myself together....give him lotsa love and keep him happy as hell until its his time.

Anyhoo....have a great weekend everyone and "members" don't forget to check the schedule for tonights show. Also....I am scheduling our next "Quarters" game/show for next week....betta brush up on your skills!

Bike Week in Sturgis

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 21:35:00 +0000

Thank you everyone for all the wonderful birthday wishes, cards and gifts that I have received. I'm so grateful and flattered.....a BIG FAT KISS to all u's!! PLUS...I got such a kick out of all the singing videos I got...lol It made me happy that you members listened to my request that I talked about in my VBlog....he he xoxoxoxo

This past few weeks have been a bit hectic...I was away for most of it. First I was in NY to visit my family and friends. I had a great time but like always, seems like it flew by and I miss them already :(
Then I flew to meet some friends in Sturgis, SD for Bike week. Holy crap was that a BLAST...just what I needed to lift my spirits a bit! I've never been to a "bike week" before so it was alot to take in....geeeez never seen so many bikes in my life! It really was alot of fun and we all partied hard

The view in Soith Dakota was absolutely georgous! Such an awesome feeling riding on the bike.... through the mountains...sun shining... wind on your face.....view is just so SO beautiful. Florida has zero views....it's totally flat here....sucks! So....both trips were great!

This week Skully (my dog) goes into surgery for his eye. He has a red bubble growing on his bottom eye lid...they need to cut it out and biopsy it...not sure what it is. They say it could be a tumor but I'm *crossing* my fingers that it's not!

Have a great weekend everyone....I know I will....DJ's coming to visit!!!

Lexi & Ava Video

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 11:10:00 +0000

Here is a sneak peak at the latest video posted in my site:p Its my gf Ava Addams and I...gettin it on......*SO* hot!

Footprints

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 15:49:00 +0000

Many people will walk in and out of your life, But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart.
Anger is only one letter short of danger.
If someone betrays once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.
*Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people.
*He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses much more; He who loses faith, loses all.
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature. But beautiful old people are works of art.
Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.
Always wear a smile...if nothing else...it'll keep everyone wondering what you are up to! :-)

- Eleanor Roosevelt

R.I.P Zeus

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 15:19:00 +0000

On Monday July 20th, I lost my baby, my bestest friend....my dog Zeus. Words can't even describe how much heart ache and pain I have been in....I was so close to him. I was not fully prepared for this...but then again, can you ever really prepare yourself for death?

Zeus was a very special dog....one of a kind, with an amazing spirit. My little buddy....he was always so happy & hyper....he had so much personality and was *SO* loyal to me.

He was 6 weeks old when I got him and his brother Skully, and he was just shy of 11yrs old when he passed. I am so devastated by this, I feel like there is a huge hole in my heart. That dog has been with me through many ups and downs in my life. When I was sad he knew it...he would give me a ton of kisses, bump/push me with his nose, bring me toys....he would not stop until he made me smile. Its very tough...nothings the same without him here...it all just sucks so bad.

About 4 months ago Zeus & Skully were running down the steps like maniacs....Zeus slipped and fell down a few steps. This all just inflamed his arthritis to where he needed weekly injections to ease the pain. A month after his whole demeanor changed completely. Everything he did was at half speed, drooled alot, ate and drink as if he was drugged. The meds he was on wouldn't have had this affect ......My vets and I believe he had a stroke. So since then Zeus has been in the vet almost weekly taking tests to find out what we could do for him. Even though he was at half speed, he fought it and put on a happy face and wagged his tail the entire time....he refuse to show me that he was in any pain. On Monday morning July 20th....we believe Zeus had another stroke and/or heart attack.

I miss him *SO* much....I can't seem to shake my sadness. Mornings and nights are the worst for me....I cant really wake up or go to bed without crying....everything's so different. But I know this is how it goes...I know I hafta mourn. I know our animals have a short life span and I know eventually this pain will ease and I will have only happy memories. Its just hard to see all that through this thick cloud right now. I am so grateful that I had the luxury of spending his entire life with him....if feel very blessed for that. ...and I am at ease knowing that baby is not in pain anymore.

If you're a member of my site and have watched my VBlogs (Video blogs), then you know that right before Zeus's death, I have also been dealing with some other personal issues in my life. When it rains, it pours....ugh all this shit is just way to heavy for me. So I'm just trying to take everything one day at a time and piece my head back together. My mom had also been here all week...as soon as she heard the bad news about Zeus she flew in. She knows how much he meant to me...my whole family and all my friends who knew Zeus, are all upset. I miss him and his intoxicating happy spirit.

I have been putting most of my focus on Skully as well. He too is mourning and its so upsetting to watch. Right after his brother passed, he kept going to the spot where he died and sitting in it, sniffing it. He wouldn't eat, would not get out of bed in the morning, just really mopey.
So I took him to the vet and got him on some anti-depressants. I've also been taking him to the dog park daily to play with other dogs....this all seems to be lifting his spirits, which makes me smile.

I do want to say thank you, to all of you who have reached out to me about Zeus. When I finally turned on my computer and saw all the emails, FB comments, twitter replies, etc....I was shocked... I'm so grateful. Please know that I read all of them and your support really means alot to me...so a huge thank you.

Thats it for now....sorry for this blah blog post....just not a happy Lex right now. I'll come around....at my own pace.
Hope you all have a great week. xoxox

Girls Nite

noreply@blogger.com (Lexi Lapetina) — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 14:49:00 +0000

My gf DJ came to visit me last weekend. I was SO excited because she is such a great friend of mine and we don't get to see each other as often as we'd like. Everytime we hang its always a blast. So Saturday nite we rounded up some of our other fabulous girlfriends and headed out for "Girl's Nite"....which ended up being alotta damn fun! The picture above cracks me up....we were pretty drunk...lol

DJ and I also shot some new & HOT content for members of our sites....so stay tuned for that! I'm going to workout.....I will see youse in my Members Only live show today! If you are not already a member, then CLICK HERE to Join Now!!